Essays

These essays speak specifically to representation in various forms of media and entertainment (though I have a special love for literature and comic books). They blend fun with the history of exclusion, how the past impacts the present, and how to enjoy imperfect characters that were written imperfectly. If you have an essay topic request or would like to submit an essay you've written, please reach out to me at contact.undergroundbookshelf@gmail.com.


A People's History of the Vampire Uprising: Book Review

Written by Raymond A. Villareal, A People's History of the Vampire Uprising is a work of socio-political satire and mystery-laced fantasy. This book tells the story of a CDC investigation into a new virus through documentary accounts such as news articles, research papers and diaries, legal and government documents, interview transcripts and the like.

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Representation in the Amazing Spiderman Movies

Spider-man has long been a fan favorite. Fans of the superhero genre love debating which actor has best portrayed the character, and Spider-man memes run rampant on the internet. It makes sense that Spider-man would be so popular. He's relatable, personable, and funny. Despite having a second life as a masked crime-fighter, he deals with issues that are typical for a young adult like dating, chores, and navigating relationships with family. Due to his popularity, there is an abundance of Spider-man content out there, so today, I'm going to focus on The Amazing Spider-Man movies based on the comic book series of the same name.

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My Moms Love Me: A Book Review

I'm sure you'll notice that I'm reviewing a lot of children's books these days. Honestly, it's because I'm excited for all the stories I now get to read to my new Little One. It's taken time and effort to curate a small collection of books that I think he will not only enjoy, but also find uplifting and powerful forms of representation. I'm certain there will be times that being born to interracial, interabled, Queer parents isn't easy, and I want him to have aspects of himself and his family represented in the books he reads -- especially because he is unlikely to find many people in his circles who share his experiences at home.                   

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Some Days: A Book Review

If you've been following me, you may already know that I have a history of chronic illness. COVID wasn't kind to me, and it left me with functional neurological disorder, postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, and small fiber neuropathy. These are all conditions that will probably never go away, but I'm working toward improved symptom management.

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Black Boy Magic: A Book Review

I've been spending some time putting together a small collection of children's books for our son. He's only four weeks old, but our household likes to read, so we are readying our home for one more reader. On nights when he gets a little fussy, I pull one of the books off the shelf to read to him. The most recent one I read was Black Boy Magic by Tex Stanly.

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Disability and Queerness in The Falcon and The Winter Soldier

The Falcon and the Winter Soldier is a popular, live-action Marvel miniseries that introduces Sam Wilson as the next Captain America and his journey to taking on the mantel. It's been recognized for it's efforts to address the nuances of being a Black American and a superhero. But there's another character named in the title. Although it's rarely addressed, the Winter Soldier also represents certain minority groups - disability and queerness. In this essay, I discuss how The Falcon and the Winter Soldier deals with these two communities -- if at all.

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Bless Me Ultima: A Banned Classic

Bless Me, Ultima by Rudolfo A. Anaya won the Premio Quinto Sol National Chicano Literary Award and is considered a classic work of Chicano literature, but it has also consistently made the American Library Association’s list of most frequently banned books. At least one ban of this book resulted in the burning of this book. In this essay, I share some of my thoughts about Bless Me, Ultima, and I welcome you to share your own thoughts. Please be respectful in the comment section. Thanks!

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Pour One for the Devil: A Halloween Read

Pour One for the Devil is a Gothic novella written by Theodore C. Van Alst, Jr. A student of the Gullah language and a lecturer on indigenous American history, Dr. Van Vierlans is invited to speak to an historical society on the nature of certain shell circles located on an island off the coast of South Carolina. His host, Miss Lizzie would be at home in the antebellum South, the descendant of wealthy plantation owners. She even expects the three Black, Gullah women she employs as cooks and housekeepers to dress and act in a manner reminiscent of abject servitude. The Gullah women, though they humor her by dressing the part, have commanding presences and speak with confidence. It's an odd environment for Van Vierlans to navigate as a stranger, made worse by the Devil who visits him in his dreams and makes bids for his soul. As he gets deeper into his stay in Miss Lizzie's plantation house, he gets sucked into the house's secrets and caught between these four, strange women and the Devil who wants his soul.

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The Midnight Library: Is It Worth the Hype?

I finally read The Midnight Library by Matt Haig. In this blog post, I discuss some of my thoughts on the book. Share your own thoughts about this book in the comments (please be respectful). This book deals with difficult mental health topics including suicide. Please keep this in mind as you decide if and when to read the book as well as this essay. Below, are some mental health resources in case you or someone you know are in need of them.

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